Revival

2009 October 7

Hey ya’ll….

Been a while since I’ve posted anything. I killed Candy, or so that was the idea.  However, I left the site open since it would have been a shame to kill all that post into oblivion, never to be seen again.  When I trash things, they’re gone and never to be seen again.  Never existed.

But, I missed blogging.  I could have created a new site, which I probably have already done more than once.  But, nothing materialized much from that, I kept thinking about Candy.  I hate Candy and I love Candy.  Ugh.  Love/Hate thing is enticing.

I don’t care if anyone reads my post.  I write because I like to write.  I ain’t no great writer either.  I write cuz I like to, simple as that.

My long hiatus has done a lot for me.  It enabled me to think through so many things.  Both online and in the real world.  My life is pretty complicated.  Always have been. I think I have inched up more towards some sort of awakening, a revival of some sort where I know exactly what I must do in order to reach that semblance of stability in my life.  Can you say “empty nest”?   Yea!  I know some people probably think that only a horrible mom would say something like that.  Not true, I assure you.  I am the most loving and compassionate person.  It is just that older kids are a pain in the butt these days.  They’re cute when they’re babies and toddlers.  I love my kids.  I’ve done my part, and so, it’s time for them to fly away and create their own existence.  Taught them, did my job.  :)

Most recently, I discovered I need to purge or stand firm with toxic people that I either live with or have encountered. That was a wake up call and possibly the reason why my fire lit up again with Candy.

My blog will be going through some revisions. I will no longer add links without anyone’s permission.  If you like my blog and want me to add you to my blogroll, ask.  I will review your blog and if I like it, I will add only if you reciprocate.

In the meantime, here’s Day N Nite……   ;)

2 Responses
  1. 2009 October 7
    Sheri A. Farinha permalink

    Hey there! Great to see you back! As for the song, bet my son knows this one! ;) . Hate the tossin’ n turning at night. Have to remind myself no caffiene after 3pm! Stay you!

  2. 2009 October 8
    Candy permalink

    Sheri, thanks. Yea, your son would know that song, it’s been around for a while and one of my favorites…

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